I have been having a little bit of a bloggy identity crisis I guess. I am not sure that this blog is what I want it to be. I am not sure how to get it to where I want it to be. I have been feeling like my random rantings aren't all that important to anyone but myself. I have also really been less than inspired to write anything at all.
I have been feeling a little less than supported in certain ideas that I have had and I think that has lead me to have general blah feelings about most of the ideas running through my head. Also, I have been spending a fair amount of time on the internet doing research for the book I want to write as well as a few other ideas I have had. One of which is a straw bale garden. Also
So, I know that this is a short list, but in general I have been feeling blah about the blog. I have been feeling blah about myself and the worth of my ideas. I have just been feeling blah.
And through all of this blah feeling, I miss it. I miss getting comments from people I don't know or from the bloggers like Fidget, Lori, momma shenanigans, and Tanis (among others) that I have grown to love through their own shared stories. Even if they could really care less about why I have been gone.
I ran across a quote on Facebook and I really liked it. It kind of touched me and I want to really try to live by it. "Don't worry about who you know, make yourself worth knowing."